GroWInG uP !!!

This is what I have done recently!!!

2009-07-19T00:58:00.000-07:00

Oo Nite, one of my college biggest events.

I went for a new hair cut, lame hor?

During the 2nd P&P

Samson Lee : OMG when u capture tis pic?? I really don realize...

Photographer (Kreshenka Jaisi) : =p thats the beauty of it! hehe
Samson Lee : Ah... Ok... Hahah...

(Comment frm FACEBOOK)

Visit TT Nite ( A week bfor Oo Nite)

(2nd day before On Nite)

(The Actual day of Oo Nite)

Before End... I miss my old hair stye... hehe

Realize something… I m going to change it…

2009-07-19T00:47:00.000-07:00

Question: What would you like to change yourself?

Answer: Erm… I will like to change my thinking, attitude, and way of talking to become more mature.

Question: Why?

Answer: Honestly, I found out those friends beside me are mostly childish, that’s includes me… my self.

Why can those mature people get my respect and, why those childish makes I look down on them?

Will this happen to my self? Definitely yes… Others will look down on me too…

That’s enough, I m not a kid anymore. I will like to change…

I know it’s too late to realize this. But at list I have the initiatives to change.

I am much better than those who still not yet realize them self are childish, or maybe even though they realize, but they do enjoy behave like that… so too bad…

Welcome back

2009-07-19T00:22:00.001-07:00

Delete off those bad memories…
Delete off those useless contacts.
I will feel better…
And this is wat I hav done d whole day…

My old pic

2009-05-03T12:31:00.000-07:00

Wow holiday now. But kind of bored. Think back those school days, need to wake up at 5am for 8 am class. Waiting for bus and LRT. That time, I really hope that holiday come faster. But now, “HOLIDAY” haha… bored… hahaha…

This afternoon, wile I log in my Facebook. I saw a friend request. It was Thin Joey. Is kind of shock. She is one of my best friend in secondary school woo. How come she is not in my Facebook list? That is because during that time we don’t play Facebook. We usually play Friendster. But right now. Most of Friendster user ready migrates to Facebook.

After I approve her request, I view her photo. Only I realize nowadays people usually updates their photo at Facebook ready ah? I still always update at Friendster. Haiz… I need to update my self lo…

Wile viewing her photo album, I saw lots of her friends that I don’t even know. Plus most of it is taken in Australia. Erm… That’s because we study at different college. Those are her college friends.

Then later on I saw a photo album “Old School” I click in and have a look. Wow. This huge group of friends I know them mostly. But none of my picture was there. Maybe we really long time dint take photo together. My picture most probably in her Friendster gua… haha… But if my picture were in her Facebook photo album, mostly will categorize in this “OLD SCHOOL” album.

“OLD SCHOOL “means in that album all are old friends lo…. wow… Such a sensitive words. 1st comes to my mind was, wah… I am old friends, means right now I am not your friends anymore la? Because I am old friend’s mah…

Har … funny right? But when I ask back myself what old friends means? Than I only realize that old friends mean friends that we know long time ago. Until now, we are still friends; we know each other seen we are young till now. We know each other well. Haha.

After that let me think back those SMK USJ 4 school days… we always hang out together. OMG. We always ponteng moral class together, sings wile teacher is teaching, talk bad about people. Eat in the class and many many more. I so dam miss you Joey, Seet May, Lisa, Hui Yee, Emily, Ting You, Ming Hau and many many more….

We see each other everyday. But right now, we all are in different college, and we ready found our new college mates. We only can hang out together wile we really really free. You know, in college life, exam and assignment is so irritating. Plus most of you all ready when overseas to study.

Wow… miss you guys so much. I know even though we meet, our entire topic has change, we are not the same like the pass anymore. That is because we are growing mature. But we are still friends forever.

Sometimes I really hope that one day, all of my secondary school close friend can put on back our secondary school uniform and visit back our school. Then we go back to our class, sit on our chair then touch our table and say I miss you so much to my table. Haha… I am sure this won’t even come out in my dream.

As what I mention just now "OLD PIC"

My birthday... 8th of April

2009-04-09T10:14:00.000-07:00

Wow… such long time din't write blog ready…
Erm… nothing special happen recently.
I have become a committee member of one of my college biggest event, The Oo night.

Then yesterday was my birthday!!! (8th of April)

I am quite happy the day before my birthday, that’s 7th of April. That is because 2 of my best friend, Lisa and Seet May said that they wanted to help me celebrate my birthday at 8.30 at night. Besides that, I receive all my friends birthday wishes ones pass 12am midnight.

1st Seet May ( wow… u are the 1st one)
2nd Zyro
3rd Tze Mun
4th Sean Toh
5th Yi Shi
6th Xue Ling
7th Michelle Lee
8th Chiew Seng
9th Hui Yee
Next morning. Myeis Liao
No 11. Yee Pei
No 12. Jet
At last. Evelyn

Ofcoz there are many many more send me birthday wishes by Friendster, msn, calls, face to face lo… Some more Kar Hou, video call me by using skype together with Sean sing me birthday song. Wahahaha….. Thanks all of you all le…. Love you guys so much.

And last No 14 Khoo Jess Lin who sends me belated birthday wishes. Ha ha … thanks Jesslyn.

The day of my birthday, I woke up at 12 something afternoon. I am keep waiting for my friends call, date me out to celebrate my birthday.

That time I was kind of sad, because ready 12 o clock something of my birthday, but still none of anyone dates me out.

Around 1 o clock something noon. Finally, my college mates SI LIN sms me wanted to date me go “Sungai Wang” the “Lala Land” to sing K. I said ok. But have to wait for me lo… cos I haven take bath yet. After everything done, I call my mom fetch me to bus stop to take a bus to Pasar Seni, and then switch bus to Sungai Wang. Went I reach there, all my friends said there will be late, and they call me to help them hold the Green Box KTV room 1st. I tot they plan to give me some surprise, I went there and then wait quite long only found out they are really late, not giving me any surprise. (wahahahaha) I think too much.

(present frm SI LIN, AH XIN & AH KEONG)

I went in the room by my self and sing a few songs till Xue Ling, Yi Shi and Qian Qian arrived. Then I ask them, “Si Lin leh??” and then they reply me he is still on the way…. OMG birthday boy still need to wait so long de meh?? Haiz……. Ok la… then we waits for quite some a wile, they finally reach. There are Si Lin, Ah Xin, Ah Vic, Jason and Ah Meng. Ok then we started to sing till quite late. Then supposedly I need to rush back to Subang to the next celebration with Lisa and Seet May at 8.30. But I can’t make it. It was too late. Then no choice, so sorry Seet May and Lisa. I have to cancel leh…. OMG dam sorry leh…..

After that, I receive a call from my (Fun Fun Family) members, kau fu Wil Wil. He ask where am I. I said I am at Sungai Wang la… He gets shock. OMG. Because all of them are planning to help me celebrate my birthday at night. I don’t know la… because my kai ma Mindy said will let me know soon. But I dint receive any call or msg saying that they will help me celebrate mah… then I mah just forget about it lo. Then Ah Ben calls me…OMG. I really got shock. They said there are on the way to Pyramid d.

There is my MA Mindy from Puchong, Kao Fu Wil from Sungai Long, Amy Ah Yi from KL, Chiew Seng and Ah Ken kau fu from Kepong and Ken’s friend Douglas from Setapak is going Suway Pyramid celebrate my birthday leh….

That time I was so shock. I don’t know what to do. Finally I cool down my self. I leave early with Si Lin, because he is rushing to work also. And then wile I am rushing, Si Lin gave me wrong information, let me take the wrong monorail to the wrong place. Went want to reach the last station only send me a msg, call me to switch train.( Haiz….) but thanks a lot to him, help me celebrate my birthday and thanks Ah Xin, Ah Keong and Si Lin for ur present ya…

That time I was so shock. I faster ask those passengers in the train, is this train going to KL Sentral? And they said no. OMG. Ok I have to cool down my self and switch train to KL Sentral lo. Take so long to reach there lo… Then wile running to the Putra Lrt line, I meet Amy, she was also late that day. Both of us run as fast as we can to take LRT to Asia Jaya, because Ah Ken, Douglas and Ah Ben are waiting us at there.

Finally we reach Asia Jaya. I was sweating, because I keep rush here and there. Wile the journey to Sunway Pyramid; I receive my Kai Gor calls wishing me happy birthday and say sorry to me, because he can’t make it. He has lots of assignment to do. On that time I also tot that must be a surprise, because all of them said he is coming, but at the end. I only found out I really think too much.

Wow… Finally reach Pyramid, we meet my ma and Wil, then we go Am Square (the new KTV box) to Sing K again. Wahaha. OMG that place was so sux. Their privilege was so not attractive. They only have 2 mic in one big room. Less variety of drinks, we can only have 3 choices that’s coke, sky juice and bear. For others, we need to pay extra. And then they only allow us to sing 3 hours. Hey… we have 8 people le… usually if 8 people Red and Green box will let us sing 5 hour lo… plus if that day less customers, they will extend longer le. But at last, we also manage to extend 1 hour plus la. Because we don’t want to leave the room mah, they also dint cut off our song, then we just continue singing lo…. But the food is sux also.

But what I do was I take the whole plate of Sushi enter our room. All of the staff staring at me, but I just act nothing. (So happy) But the sushi not nice at all….

Wow they not only brought me a cake, my mom and wil still brought me present le….. My mom brought me a T-shirt. And Wil brought me 2 pairs of boxer pants. And they want me to wear it on spot to take pic ah….

(From my MA Mindy)

(from Wil Kau Fu)

Ha ha….. Thanks all of u all la…… I feel very happy, and very sorry to Seet May and Lisa. I love the cake that you all brought me; it has purple special words on it. Love all of you guys so much…
(from Lisa & Seet May)

(But all the pic is not with me ler…. Will upload in my Friendster and Facebook soon)

Gossip boy ---- SAMSON LEE

2009-03-05T05:38:00.000-08:00

Gossip boy?? Yes I am.

If some one say “hey, SEI PAT GONG” to me, I will surely admit it. But in a friendly way la.

I like to busybody here and there. Erm… I know is bad… but friend… please accept me.

This is who I am. I am just being back myself. U guys know... Everyone has their good and bad attitudes right?

Being a busybody boy is my bad attitudes. But is much better than those, who like to create big troublesome, hurt peoples feeling, bad heart who cause harm to people, betray friends and so on…

After compare me to those people, don’t you feel I m much better? Haha….

I really like to dig people’s secret. I just don no why. Just like those people who like to keep on move on to a new relationship or those people who likes shopping very much.

I need to know secret that cover by someone to survive in a happier live. Is just like those girls need branded stuff to make their live happier.

Those secret must be very really bombastic. After knowing it, will make my mood dam happy for that whole day.

Eg:
No.1, knowing someone is a gay, but he doesn’t like one. Or No.2 a college teacher couple with his student. Or maybe No 3 someone has affair with someone… and many more. Don’t you feel this make you have that kind of curiosity to knowing them? ha ha…

One of my friends, Alicia advice me don’t bring this behavior up to my carrier, this is dam bad… I reply her, yes… I know… I really know…

But although I am dam busybody “PAT” in peoples thing. But I am not that kind of “big mouth” who keeps on spread peoples secret. I know no ones will agree with me, because none of those “PAT GONG & PAT PO” looks like those people who keep secret.

Once people mention “PAT GONG or PAT PO” what comes to thier mind is don’t feel like want to share secret with them, because they will offer you free advertisement.

Haha… that’s all… but what I believe is, time will prove everything.

Few days ago, there is some serious case had happen. Ofcos , I am getting involve because of my “PAT GONG” behavior. Someone might be very mad of me. But they don’t even think that because of me, someone’s live has being saved by me. I have ready explained. Do hope they will understand soon.

Because of this, there are also people who say me dam stupid. Why I want to get myself involve in this?

So? But I like to be stupid. Don’t you think that because of my stupid, I have stop some bad things happen? It is getting worse if I am not getting involved in this case.

Besides, my heart was thinking if I am stupid, then they are more stupid than me, getting cheat by someone. Isn’t that true? (No offence)

I know you guys are helping me not to end my self like you guys.

But honestly, I really can handle this by my self. First of all, my situation and yours is totally different. But after me saying this, I hope you guys will wish me luck, like what I said, not waiting when I face this same problem like you guys… and you guys have chance to say: see.. I have told you really… but you try to be smart, don’t listen what have we said. Ha ha ha, laugh at me happily from the heart.

Hmmm… that’s all….

Changer

2009-02-23T12:42:00.000-08:00

Look back those people I hate…. And think back what had they done to make me hate them?

Isn’t them that hateful? Am I too sensitive?

It is fun to think certain things have pass. It brings our self back some memories.

Try to think back the decision that I have made. I might found out I am too childish.

I try to be friends with those people that I hate in the pass. Found out they are not that annoying that I have expected.

Things will change. A character of a human will be change too.

The problem might cause by my self, or maybe causes from that person.

There is no right or wrong.

Is not the first time I face this; it also would be not the last time to end this.

Life is still going on. I will retain who I am.

I choose to be a happy person, who lives in his own way.

(EDEN LAKE) I like ur ending...

2009-02-18T11:32:00.000-08:00

Wednesday -----> Movie day.. haha

wow... long time din update my blog d...

thats bcos, during my sem break.. ntg sepecial....

Erm... actually kind of boring lo...

But today.. i went watch movie with Jia Hau, Sean & Jess...

Around 8 something... Sean & Jess com pyramid meet me for dinner..

Then around 9 something, after Jia Hau finish his piano class... he com pyramid fetch us 2 summit for movie..

When we reach Summit, only left 3 movie to choose... haiz...

1) Looking For A Star ( i hav just watch 2 days ago... OMG)
2) Ong Bak 2 ( OMG totaly not my style.. pass...)

3) Eden Lake ( Er..... i scare watch tis movie de wo.....)

At last , they decide to watch Looking For A Star. Oh oh.... i watch bfor d la.... but they call me 2 watch again....

haha... i wont one lo.... i say nwm la... u all watch la... i watch other movie. i watch EDEN LAKE la...

Jess & Sean both pok kai say ok la... u watch ur self la... OMG... but luckly Jia Hau say he company me watch (EDEN LAKE) wo... wah... so good... if not i m alone... i also don dare 2 watch that scary movie alone la... haha

## Synopsis ##

Nursery teacher Jenny and her boyfriend Steve escape for a romantic weekend away. Steve, planning to propose, has found an idyllic setting: a remote lake enclosed by woodlands and seemingly deserted. The couple's peace is shattered when a gang of obnoxious kids encircles their campsite. Reveling in provoking the adults, the gang steals the couple's belongings and vandalizes their car leaving them completely stranded. When Steve confronts them, tempers flare and he suffers a shocking and violent attack. Fleeing for help, Jenny is subject to a brutal and relentless game of cat-and-mouse as she desperately tries to evade her young pursuers and find her way out of the woods. Exhausted and distraught, she finally arrives back to the safety of the town. And meets the parents

Erm.... not bad... i like this movie... haha... nice story... but when com 2 those bloody path, is totaly disgusting. I quickly close my eyes.... yuck.... feel like vomit...

But i like the ending... kind of diffrent frm other movie... is a bad ending... creative... i like it...

CNY.......... pls don go... i miss u...

2009-02-11T04:26:00.000-08:00

Arh…… can’t believe CNY has pass…

Omg… why le?? I am not that kind of person who really loves to celebrate CNY. But this years CNY… like pass very fast de? Haiz… mayb bcos we had exam on the CNY day 9 gua…

Nwm la… haiz…. Omg…. CNY... pls com bk…. Btw… I also donno wat my self want lo… I just miss CNY. Just miss it…. Like something I have not done… whats that le?? No one knows…. Neither my self….
Arh…. Yar.. Forget to post my pic with Jia Hau & Zyro Meh” at “Tong Chen Shi”
taken on the last day of CNY “Zap Gor Ah…………. Cry…………. CNY… pls com bk la……..

arh..... CNY... com bk la.....

Welcome my new day...

2009-02-10T08:36:00.000-08:00

Today, I wash my toilet….

Then I change my bedclothes….

This is because I am bored…

I am welcoming a new day…

Welcoming my new life…

To forget something….

Delete it of from my mind…..

Enjoy my holiday….

Wahaha….

Went GenTing With Zyro....

2009-02-10T08:16:00.000-08:00

Wow… went Genting again… but this time, got Zyro company me la… haha

Not that boring lo… wahaha

K la…. We went out door team park play lo… nothing much…. See our pic la…

Me & Cikgu Zyro... wahahaha

DONE !!!

Sunway Lagoon trip....

2009-02-10T04:11:00.000-08:00

Sunway lagoon… here we com…

Wow long time din go there d. cos the enter fees is dam expensive lo.

But after exam, hu hu hu… we went there lo…

Jia Hau, Sean, Jason, Zyro & me…. 5 of us. Guys le…. Cos all the girls’ period cum le…

so fun, there is some fake red idian play with us....

Omg.... Help me... i got attack by the red idian...

Nwm la.. i fight back...

wow Finally we won them... thanks Zyro.... he help me to fight bk le.. wahahaha

omg... donno how many time we play tis... Jia Hau play till cant breath... haha...

ready to get splash....

look at jason... wahaha

Jia Hau & me...

keep on take pic....

wow... so "qi kik"

wow... tiger is so dam big & scary...

Zyro dam bad de... he keep kacau me...

keep scare me with the snake & tiger...

make me scream like hell....

after swim for the whole day...

we all feel so hungry... ok la... next stop... we go "YUAN" eat steamboat la...

Zyro & me taking pic in the toilet after taking bath...

wow... bfor we leave lagoon...

take last pic 1st....

me alone take pic lo... when eating "YUAN" steamboat.

they don wan 2 take ic with me de...

haiz.......

"Lou Shang" with my college friends

2009-02-09T02:24:00.000-08:00

3rd of Feb 2009. After my last paper, Jess said wants to cook dinner for us. Then we had “LOU SHANG” on that day.

At 1st, Jia Hau fetches me; Zyro, Sun Long, Evelyen and Jason back to their house 1st. then Jess, Xue Ling, Yi Shi and Sean went Carfour to buy ingredients for our dinner.

That day was dam funny, especially the butter prawn, Sean is the one who suggest cooking it, but after he adds in the oat. Wow… can’t eat d lo….. haiz… such a waste.

Then Zyro said he knows very well how to cook butter prawn. But at last also fail. Haha… then they change butter prawn to tomato prawn. Wahahha…

They took almost 5-6 hours to cook this dinner. We wait and wait. Hungry till no feeling d. at last we still manage to eat. Then we really enjoy when we “LOU SHANG” la la la.

Befor "LOU SHANG"

wow... see how Sun Long post...

hopeless

2009-01-29T13:17:00.000-08:00

28 of Jan 2009. The 2nd day of CNY. I am dam unhappy and angry with someone. I really understand one of my friend feelings, Zyro. I felt sorry to him, because last time I felt he is reacting too much when people cheat on him. Now, I finally get it, I know what is the feeling getting cheat by someone I care is.

I m totally mad at you, you don’t even care my feelings. What ever you ask me is useless. U ready have it on ur mind. You just ask me for react like you respect me. What everything I said you will not follow; you will just be what you want.

You wan to know why I am so quiet for the whole night. Yes... I am totally angry with you. I am angry of you being not respect me. Don’t think about me. And totally don care and concern about me. I just wonder you are totally changed or you react like a good person in the past.
I am unhappy with you wanted to bring me back to that restaurant. What if that ppl really shout at me? How? All the staff will keep looking at me. You don’t even care about this. What you care is u can be able to let u friend meet his lover. But do you ever thinking about me? I regaled to help your friend last night.

I feel that u is totally ignoring me. You just bring me out to not break your promises. Plus just wanted to collect what you call me to buy for you. If that case, I rather don’t want to go out with you. You are totally not sincere. You treat KIV much better than me. You bring him everywhere when he comes, from morning to night. What about me? You only take me out have dinks at those place. Nothing special, this is totally not you.
I am totally doubt did you cheat on me. But you totally don’t respect me. I am definably owns a respect. And this is what I care the most. Hopeless ….

You are totally disappointed…

A trip to 牛车水

2009-01-29T10:09:00.000-08:00

22 Jan of 2009. The day before all of us “balik kapung” for CNY. I went 牛车水with my college mates. Jia Hau, Sean, Jess, Ah Long, and Xue Ling. I meet them at Kelana Jaya LRT station.

That day, I was so happy… because I have force them help me to take a lots of pic… by the way, there is a very beautiful place to take picture… haha…

Jia Hau drives us there lo !!! wile he is driving, Xue Ling help him to take pic..
after taking Jia Hau pic, 4 of us siting at the back take pic too... wu hu....

After we reach there, we are so happy with the place, bcos its beautiful, is a nice place to take pic... At first, we are scare they dont allow us to simply take pic. But after i ask the security there, they give me a very good reply, they allow us to take pic anywhere we like. i fell that all of the security is so kind, just bcos they allow us to take pic everywhere. haha... kind of happy !!! thats why i take lots of pic...

Ding Dong... open the door... hi hi

taking pic with the fake tomato !!!

all of us start playing!! wahahaha

taking pic with Xue Ling !!!

Jess & Sean is so dam bad, take take pic with those soft toys without me. they don allow me to join in... haiz... see, the pic wont be nice without me...

finaly we take pic together... haha this pic only nice de mah...

After a wile, we been attract by a cafe name FULL HOUSE. it is a dam beautiful cafe. all of us love it so dam much... then we take as much pic as we can at the cafe.

me & Jess with the FULL HOUSE menu !!

Xue Ling with the beautiful lamp !!

wow...

after we take our order, wile waiting for our drinks, we started to take many pic... taking pic with a smiling face is kind of normal and boring. so i decide to teach them post something different !!

i like the cafe very much, they sell clothes too. most of the clothes is dam nice. but is kind of expensive !! so? wat we can do is just take pic... wahaha !!!

our drinks are ready !!!

we are so happy !!!

my drinks !!

Xue Ling

Jess

Actually at 1st Jia Hau pretent that don wan to take pic de. but after see us keep on take pic, than he started to "HIAO" d lo... learn all my post !!! wahaha

wow... nice post !!

another one !!

there is a very beautiful antique car park at the front of FULL HOUSE cafe. we really hope to get inside the car to take pic. we tot they dont allow us. But never ask never know. I ask their permission and they allow... wow all of us are so dam happy...

after that, we decide to enter the disney cartoon lantern show house. that is bcos our friend Soon Long is ready very unhappy, he really hope to enter that place, this is the main reason he came to NIU CHE SUI. The one that strongly advertise at TV. So no choice, we have to company him.

Actually i that time i am very unhappy with the staf over ther, bcos they tot me they will open till 12 am. but after we came out frm the cafe is only 11am. when we wanted to buy the ticket, the counter is oredy close.

wat comes to my mind is ty my best bargain with the staff there to let s enter. because if not, Soon Long will b very unhappy. on top of that, we came there by his car... haha

but the staff call us to come the next day, i give them all kinds of reason, and i cheat them we com need to "balik kampung: the next day, and we com frm far far away.. wahaha... i tot they will just give us free entrence... but at last, they also charge us. haiz... better than ntg la...

it cost rm 10 per person. when that time we enter, there is no more ppl inside, the security has switch of the lantern lights.

but i call them to switch on it all back. i say we wanted to take pic.. wahaha... we are totaly like book the whole place, totaly like those TV series , we are like rich ppl... all of them are serving us. wahaha so dam "大牌" wu huhu...

all of us taking the ticket !! we take pic with the tickets bcos we are going to use the ticket to exchange a cartoon mug. bye bye our lovely tikets... and helly cartoon mug, we are going to bring u home... wahaha !!

we cant pic with those lantern, cos the lights prob, is not clear after capture by our hp, wat can we do?? just take all those cartoon lantern pic lo...

we keep on take pic. and all the Security is keep waiting for us. we kind of enjoy... haha look like we are their boss !!

after those boring cartoon lantern, we finally found something interesting. is high school musical. we finaly can take pic with it. we started to post like those actor n actress in that movie. and imagine we are them. wahahaha

is time to have some CNY post !!! GONG XI FA CHAI !!!

after we leave, we still keep non stop taking pic... althought all the shops over that had close. all bcos of me, i am the one who keep on call them take pic !!!

we take pic with our cartoon mug...

finaly tired... go bk lo.... faster pack our bag 回家。过年

Last paper for CNY

2009-01-29T01:45:00.000-08:00

21 Jan of 2009. Translation BM, BI & Chinese paper… haiz… I wake up late. I faster rush to college. When I reach there, everyone ready gather at the exam hall. I am scare, because yesterday I have dyed my hair to a very obvious red color. CNY mah… I knew that lots of my course mate will laugh at my new hair color. What can I do, I try to find someone to walk beside me to the exam venue. But there is no one… OMG I walk there myself. Suddenly, one of my friends shouts “Ah Chang” my new nickname. Everyone look at me, and then they start make the sound “woo”. Just imagine, almost my whole course mate, from E1-E2, plus people who other course, and those repeat students, all “woo” at me. At that time, I was so embarrass. Haha….

After I finish my Translation paper. I went Times Square with my friend Si Lin, Xue Ling & Ni Ku Tik… haha… just to celebrate the last exam before CNY. We shop and shop… then at last we got hungry… then we went to SUBWAY to have our dinner.

《回家。过年》

2009-01-18T11:01:00.000-08:00

《回家，过年》

歌词作曲 / 编曲：Alex San作词：吉安MV导演：吉安

演唱：爱FM DJ（国俊、理强、佳文、吉安、晓芬、碧枝、敏明）满江浤

一年又一年这座城市的喧哗

谁还在欢唱谁不再反抗

一站又一站站在自己的车站

一面都是墙一退就是让

一年又一年这座城市换红衫

谁还在欢唱谁不再反抗

一代又一代先贤锣鼓走过来

家在土里长国在心里放

你来自北方我来自南方

你不是寄居我不是流浪

你身在异乡我心在家乡

只求你我都心宽

但愿年年内心安

过年已过了三代上一代靠岸下一代上岸

This is the MV that I mention at my last post. I like this MV. The idea is kind of creative.

I hope one day I can have a chance to do so. Dressing up in Chinese opera costume with that make up walking around KL. Just imagine, other people will feel weird, but I will feel pound, because I know this is kind of artistic. Ha ha !!!

“Back home for CNY” The purpose of this MV is to persuade all people go back their hometown to celebrate CNY with their parent. That is because nowadays many people that have their own family, doesn’t wanted to go back hometown to visit their parents. Just imagine, how pity is their parents, they are ready very old. And they have no much time in this world. What they hope is spending much more time with their sons and grandchildren.

OMG!!! This make me imagine a picture that an old woman cooks a lot of dishes waiting her son and grandchildren back for “团圆饭”But they are not coming back. Then that old lady keeps waiting on the dining table till very late. She din eat although she is very hungry. What she hopes is having a dinner with her kids and grandchildren that can able to see ones a year. This time have pass 12. And then her tears drop down… ARH…. So pity.

That’s why, I hope everyone can go back home and celebrate CNY with their parents. Parents are the most important people in our live. Although sometimes they are quit irritating, but they are only one that really loves us, and sincere care about us. So 回家，过年 !!!

Went Genting for "AI FM" concert & take many many pic...

2009-01-17T12:25:00.000-08:00

16th Jan 2009, after finish my Tamadun paper, I faster rush back home to pack my stuff and follow my family to Genting. “AGAIN” haha… most of my close friend know very well that I often went Genting. That’s because my mom loves to watch free concert at Genting. She always tries her best to get free concert tickets for us. Like this time, she gets the tickets to watch “AI FM” concert. Actually, is ready out of ticket wile she wanted to collect it during our last visit in Genting. But my mom don give up, what she has done is, she wrote a letter to require for the free ticket from the management of Genting. And at last, she got it. They reply my mom a letter with a voucher, so that we can collect our ticket at the Arena Box Office. On top of that, thy also offer my mom a free room at First World Hotel. Wow… that’s because my mom is a Genting silver card holder, she got it when she apply for Awana Vacation. So isn’t it great? Maybe it is for my family, but totally bad for me. That is because this time, my mom have ready book a room previously, and plus now, she got another free room. OMG I have to stay at Genting for 3 days 2 nights? Arh…. I am sure I will get very very bored!!! If I m not going with them. I will be home alone. Arh…

So the first day in Genting, is totally bad. That is because the room that they gave in Forst World hotel is totally small. 5 of us have to squeeze in 2 single beds. Haiz… what do expect? Is free what… Then my whole family went for KTV. That really affects my mood. That is because I really don’t enjoy singing K with them. My father keeps calling me to finish my meal wile I am singing. Arh… plus the system they was totally sux… haiz…never mind.

The next day, we faster pack our staff and move to Genting Highland Hotel, the room that my mom book previously. Erm… that’s much better. That is because it is much more class, bigger and a bathtub toilet. And we have a very nice buffet branch. Haha. The food is kind of nice. But it is expensive.
After the branch, I take a nap in the room wile waiting for the concert. Then I started to force my sister to take my picture…

DOING NOTHING!!

PLAYING MY LAPTOP!!!

LA LA LA LA!!!

TRYING UP MY CLOTHS!!!

"HU HU"

TAKING PIC WITH THE LAMP!!!POSTING!!!

Den den den den… is ready 6 something afternoon. We faster get prepare to the concert. When we reach there, we saw 30-40 people ready queuing up to enter the concert. Haiz… but still cant enter yet le… because the door is still close. Then we went Marrybrown to have some food. After the meal, we also start queuing up lor… because they still don’t allow us to enter mah… the time when we were queuing up. There is someone asking us to fill in some survey form. And the interesting thing is, after we fill in the form, we can get a pair of small teddy bear. Wow… I love freebees. I faster call my mom and sister to fill in the form. Then we get 2 pairs of teddy bear … haha so happy.

"AI FM" CONCERT TICKET !!!

After enter the concert hall. We only get to knew that everyone can get that pair of teddy bear, because they ready put it on top of all the sits. Hahaha so all together, we got 8 pairs of teddy bear… So happy. On top of that, the sits are 1st come 1st serve. So we manage to get the front sits. The view of our sits is much clearer than the VIPs sits. Wahahahaha…. So lucky.
The show was nice and meaningful. The slogan of this concert is persuading peoples back to kampong to celebrate CNY. They also show the CNY song MV. Is kind of touching, because I am a broadcast student, I totally gets the message what they wanted to pass. And wile I am watching the CNY songs MV, is kind of creative, because they dress up in the Chinese opera, standing at bus stop, LRT station to balik kampong during CNY. That time, most of the audience doesn’t really watch the MV, which includes my parents and siblings. That’s because they don’t understand the creative of how they create this MV. Not event the story line of this MV, music and lyrics, really touch my heart. I like it, besides that, I have also learned some knowledge and idea that helps my future drama script. Haha… not bad ya… this concert, worth it. Oh ya, I saw my lec, Ms Yeoh Lai Chee during the concert. She comes to support her friend “one of the DJ named 杨理强 that perform in the concert”. Still remember she said that I look like him. But I don’t really know who is that, because I don listen to AI FM. But after I watch his performance, I found that I don look like him… hahaha. But I like his hosting skills. Kind of smooth and nice. Hope I will be as successful as him.

THE 8 PAIR OF TEDDY BEAR !!!

I AM SO HAPPY WITH IT !!!

SO PROUD WITH THE TEDDY BEAR !!!

After the show, we went back to rest a wile in our room. Then we have supper. And that time, I force my sister help me take picture again… hahaha.

OUT FOR SUPPER !!!

POST !!

ok la... gtg la... tired !!!

BROTHERS AND SISTERS

2009-01-06T11:35:00.000-08:00

I just mention I have watched a meaningful western series named “Brothers & Sisters” in my previous blog. Today, I have watched the first season of episode 7. I don’t want to mention what is this episode showing about. But after I finished watch this episode, I really feels something.
I feel that I am totally failed to become the eldest brother. This is my mom always told me. I know it… but I always ignore it. In my mind, I feel that what so big deal? The police won’t arrest me right! By the way, I totally disagree to become the eldest in my family. Even my react does not look like I am the eldest in my family. Arh…

From small till now, I always hope that I have an older brother or sisters. Who can care about me. Give me suggestion and advice. Protect me wile I get bully by someone. But I know it really won’t happen in my life! Accept I found out my dad or mom having affair with someone, and have a kid before me. OMG… if this really going to happen, I rather don’t want to have an older bro or sis. What can I do? Wait for next life la… ha ha…

Honestly, I don even look like I am the eldest in my family, because, most of the time, I like to snatch things from my younger bro and sis. And at last, of cause I will get it in the end. Because, I am the strongest, I always win when I fight with them. Then my mother will surely come and say to me: You are frailer to be a big brother. But I don’t put in my mind. I use to ignore what she repeats. Ha Ha…
You see, the problem is I am very unhappy to become the eldest in my family. By the way, I don’t look like too. Many of my friends say this to me. That is because my react really shows that I am childish. Even though my younger bro and sis are much more mature than me.

Just imagine, if I am not the eldest in my family, how would I look like? Maybe not that irritating, less self confidence and so on… haha… Erm… I hope to be like this. Because right now, my react really makes lots of people hates me. And also lots of people admire me. Why they admire me? Because they hope to be like me, do things without border other peoples feelings… but they can’t do it. So they are admiring about what I am doing right now!

I know this is very bad! But I just don’t like to behave in very “popo mama” ways. If I want to do something, just do it. As what Ms Kik says. Be someone that has their own character. Don’t always follow what people have done. I just wanted to be more creative. So sorry to those people that I have offend! Hope that you guys can accept who I am. You can come to me if you really need help. I am still a very good hearted people. I am willing to help. But please don’t take advantage from me, believe me, I am not that kind of people who easily get bully.

What a long time...

2009-01-05T06:46:00.000-08:00

Such a long time I din update my blog. Erm.. I think I am ignoring writing blog. 1st of all, I am a very lazy person, reading and writing is totally not me. I start writing blog again is because I found out many of my friends writing blogs… not to say follow what they done. By the way, I slowly founds out. Sometimes I wanted to share something, there is no one wanted to be my good listener. So sad… What to do?? Say hi to my blog and write everything’s here… hahaha…

I just finish my stage drama presentation. I really put lots of effort into it. The name of the stage drama was “TO BROTHER WITH LOVE”Is about 2 brother’s love each other very much. Nathan big brother and his younger brother name Benson. I am acting Benson, is a very challenging character. Because at first, I need to act wile Benson was small, till he grow up, having a girlfriend name Constance, than he falls in love with a gay name Vincent… and die in an car accident. hahhahahaha. What a funny story, by the way, I am the writer of this story. Hahaha. We act, we sing, we dance. Plus we need to add in commercial, bridge ID and also PSA in this presentation. I am also taking path in the commercial “Nivea body whitening sun block lotion”.
We really enjoy doing it. But I really have to say sorry to all of my group members, because I am the group leader. I use to shout at them, and keep band their ideas. So sorry…

Oh… yup. I also watch some meaningful movies and series. I like this movie name “Missing” is a Hong Kong movie act by Lee Xin Jie. Most of people said that is boring after watching it. But I like this movie, I like the story line, acting skills shooting skills and all… this is kind of artistic movie. Not many people can accept it. But I like it, that’s maybe I am studying broadcasting… hahaha…

I also watch an English series name “Brother and sisters” is kind of meaningful. I get the message they try to tell. Just don’t know why, after watching all these meaningful movie and series, I really hope I can take part in all this… ok, I know, in my dreams…

Yesterday, I watch the Taipei 2009 New Year countdown concert from YouTube. The first singer of that concert was “Soda Green”. Their song was so sweet. After listen to their songs, I feel like I really hope I can start a new relationship. Haha. What a desperate Samson. I know. This kind of things can’t rush. I know lots of people, especially in Malaysia don’t really likes “Soda Green” songs. Because the voice of that male singer sounds girlish. So what? But is nice ok… they are dam popular in Taiwan…

Mature.....I hope 2 be..... I want 2 be.... And i'm going 2 be....

2008-05-27T11:39:00.000-07:00

Mature... I hope 2 be..... I want 2 be.... And i'm going 2 be....

I know that i m not mature enough. But i m going to.(Processing)haha... why i always hope to be mature? Eventhogh my self cant get a accurate answer. Mayb hope to stop ppl laughing me chidish, mayb hope that growing up faster. Or mayb mature makes me look or turn manly... wahahahahaha... nonsense...

How would ppl turn mature? If i ask this question. I m sure lot of ppl will answer me, when a person grow up, they will face a lots of problems and tryers. When they find them self out to solve the problems, and this is how they grow up and get mature. Yes, i think this is the proper way to answer my question.

But sometimes, ppl will turn mature naturually. Eg: when ppl see something touching, they will turn mature. Mayb after listen to a song, or mayb after watching a meaningful movie, they will also turn mature. Bcos they learn something, get something. And tis is how ppl grow up.

Being mature is one of my dream right now. Bcos after being mature, i m sure i see things differntly. Think things different, and also do thing differently. And then ppl will say: Hey Samson, u finally grow up, u turn mature.
This is wat i hope. I believe this will happen one day.

But now, some ppl laugh at me being so childish. Bcos the way i talk, i act, i think is childish to them. But i don think 100% wat they say is true. Bcos non of things in this world is right or wrong. Wat they hav is positive and negative.If u think the thing is more positive, then to your self is right, good, mature. If u think is nagative, then is wrong, bad, childish. And this is wat we called ETHIC.

But anyway, i m not really angry og all those ppl who said me childish. But i believe one they, i will change how they think , look, and even how they treat me. Bcos i believe 1 day, i will really grow mature.

GooD moRning 2 mY sElf

2008-05-18T15:12:00.000-07:00

A very good morning 2 my self...

I din sleep last night.Cos don feel like sleeping. I watching the M'sia series "Age Of Glory" online. It was so nice. Watch till episod 11.

Suddenlly i feel very hungry. I cant eat... bcos i m on diet. But i m really hungry. Nwm... i suddenlly hav the mood 2 cook breakfirst 4 my self. Cos last few days, i got an very important information frm my idol host "Xiao S" said that human must eat their breakfirst, if not will easly get older...i mean the face, the look la...

So i plan 2 cook breakfirst. At 1st. i made patato salad, learned it frm my friend EJ. i staem the potato, then slice the carrot n cabbage to made my salad. hey... thats is just my dessert. After that, i fried an egg and 3 hotdogs. TA RAN... tis is my breakfirst. it was so delicious. i like it.

Ok.. ok.... this shows that i lonely... yar i m... i m dam lonely. watching series alone, hungry, no one buy food for me, cooking alone enjoy the food alone... yar i m a lonely single... thats all i can say... k feel like wan 2 sleep d... but cant.... i just finish my breakfirst. i can sleep after eating... ok... continue watch my series... k ... lonely SAMSON.

juST feel TiRed ......

2008-05-16T11:51:00.000-07:00

Such a long time i din express my feeling in tis blog....

let me think.... there is a lots of things happen tis few days...

okay at 1st. i celebrate my god mother birthday... but i don really enjoy that day.

Mindy

I feel being abandon by some ppl.. i really cant believe i being treated like that. How come they can just uncount me in the afternnon gathering? I really feel sad and hopeless. This is wat i can feel.They don count me in, in the afternoon gathering. They just plan 2 let me in during the night celebration. I really very bad. But during that time, i really cant show it out. wat i can do is just pretend i donno anything.Bcos i don wan 2 let my god mother feel bad while her birthday celebration. i don like 2 act like i m stupid. i just don like tis way. tis really hurts.

During the night celebration. I also don feel good. Cos being criticize by ppl. I just cant believe the whole day was so down. Am i that bad? Hav i done anything wrong? yar... mayb i just talk alot. thats all. wat ever....

That day i was so down. luckly i have someone who share with. thats my god uncle, n also my dear other friends,they willing to hear me talking rubbish, telling how i feels.... sad... everthing... i really hav 2 thanks them. they help me 2 change mine negative thinking 2 positive.

Ok.. enough. i don wan 2 remember al those sad things anymore.
This month, i been true a lots of thing. I went NTV 7 recording "Deal Or No Deal" with my friends. I really enjoy during that time. This make me feel like i m a star. Besides that i can get a lots of facial mask. wahahahahaha.......

Ye Jian Feng

Mei Fen

Dan Dan

Jes

I hav face a lot of problems in tis month. But i still able 2 handle it... I hope i will bcom more powerful 2 face all tis problem when it happen again next time.

I totaly lost my confidence....

2008-05-01T10:37:00.000-07:00

This few days, i hav face a lot of problem. Mayb to other ppl, is a very small problem, but to me, i really just cant take it.

I hav lost my self confidence, i really donno wat can i do now?? I cant find back the "Previousy Samson" During now, i feel my self is totaly useless and childish. i hate my self. I hate everything i hav done and think. I hav no one 2 share. Not even my best friends and family. I donno who 2 tell. I really dont hope 2 face it.

Wat i hav 2 say is, luckly i m scare of pain. If not i will kill my self now. Wat a joke.... but i really dont hope tis happen.

丢掉过去的事。。。。。

2008-04-20T03:02:00.000-07:00

今天，我又发恶梦了。每一次一有时间睡很长的觉时，都会发生这种事。这次，我梦到我得罪了人，他们要来拿我的命。

算了。。。一天到晚都在发这种无聊，又不实际的梦。。好无耻。

不久后，我打开我的衣橱柜，看到了我以前不舍得丢的东西。我鼓起勇气，把它们整理了一下。我是一个很怀恋旧的人。。叫我把它们扔了。。是一件很难的事。

我丢了我以前一直不舍得丢的内裤。。。

我丢了我以前穿过的手表。。还留着是因为还没换新电池。但旧的东西，我不留。。

我丢了我以前一直以为未来还会穿的睡衣。。。

我丢了我以前收集的巴士票。。当时收集的时候，还让同学笑我笨，有这么多东西好收集，但我偏收集巴士票。

旧衣服，当然把它抱起来，看可以给谁。旧内裤，手表，巴士票，就很帅的把垃圾桶的门巴一踩，垃圾桶的门一开，把全部丢到里面去。。。

就这样，旧东西就让我从我的衣柜搬走了。现在，我的衣橱还满空的，可以让我放进新的东西。

我希望我的幼稚，和不开心的回忆，也一样把它丢掉。。。

十九岁的天空。。。。

2008-04-19T01:54:00.000-07:00

刚过完十九岁生日的我，让我很想开一个新的部落格。。。因为是新的开始。

我的想法还是很幼稚。。。我很想长大。。因为我的性格根本不配我的样貌。。。

十九岁的天空，还是一样的蓝。。。但我很愧疚。。。因为我的思想还是真么幼稚。。。我不想这样下去。。。。

我一直在逃避很多现实。。。我的心情很糟。。我觉得我的人生变了。。。我觉得现在我在走下拨。。好不爽。。。以前我的知心都不见了。。。我现在一直在寻找。。。

以前，很清楚知道我自己要的是什么的我，到哪儿了？？我现在完全迷失方向。。。我好想停学。。但我知道我停学的话，我以后一定会后悔。。。。

糟了。。我觉得我的命运跟别人交换了。。。好还怕。。。

没关系。。。我相信我的“命好”是事实。。。船到桥头，自然会直的。。。