juST feel TiRed ......

Such a long time i din express my feeling in tis blog....

let me think.... there is a lots of things happen tis few days...

okay at 1st. i celebrate my god mother birthday... but i don really enjoy that day.

Mindy




I feel being abandon by some ppl.. i really cant believe i being treated like that. How come they can just uncount me in the afternnon gathering? I really feel sad and hopeless. This is wat i can feel.They don count me in, in the afternoon gathering. They just plan 2 let me in during the night celebration. I really very bad. But during that time, i really cant show it out. wat i can do is just pretend i donno anything.Bcos i don wan 2 let my god mother feel bad while her birthday celebration. i don like 2 act like i m stupid. i just don like tis way. tis really hurts.




During the night celebration. I also don feel good. Cos being criticize by ppl. I just cant believe the whole day was so down. Am i that bad? Hav i done anything wrong? yar... mayb i just talk alot. thats all. wat ever....

That day i was so down. luckly i have someone who share with. thats my god uncle, n also my dear other friends,they willing to hear me talking rubbish, telling how i feels.... sad... everthing... i really hav 2 thanks them. they help me 2 change mine negative thinking 2 positive.











Ok.. enough. i don wan 2 remember al those sad things anymore.
This month, i been true a lots of thing. I went NTV 7 recording "Deal Or No Deal" with my friends. I really enjoy during that time. This make me feel like i m a star. Besides that i can get a lots of facial mask. wahahahahaha.......



Ye Jian Feng



Mei Fen



Dan Dan

Jes





I hav face a lot of problems in tis month. But i still able 2 handle it... I hope i will bcom more powerful 2 face all tis problem when it happen again next time.