I just mention I have watched a meaningful western series named “Brothers & Sisters” in my previous blog. Today, I have watched the first season of episode 7. I don’t want to mention what is this episode showing about. But after I finished watch this episode, I really feels something.
I feel that I am totally failed to become the eldest brother. This is my mom always told me. I know it… but I always ignore it. In my mind, I feel that what so big deal? The police won’t arrest me right! By the way, I totally disagree to become the eldest in my family. Even my react does not look like I am the eldest in my family. Arh…
From small till now, I always hope that I have an older brother or sisters. Who can care about me. Give me suggestion and advice. Protect me wile I get bully by someone. But I know it really won’t happen in my life! Accept I found out my dad or mom having affair with someone, and have a kid before me. OMG… if this really going to happen, I rather don’t want to have an older bro or sis. What can I do? Wait for next life la… ha ha…
Honestly, I don even look like I am the eldest in my family, because, most of the time, I like to snatch things from my younger bro and sis. And at last, of cause I will get it in the end. Because, I am the strongest, I always win when I fight with them. Then my mother will surely come and say to me: You are frailer to be a big brother. But I don’t put in my mind. I use to ignore what she repeats. Ha Ha…
You see, the problem is I am very unhappy to become the eldest in my family. By the way, I don’t look like too. Many of my friends say this to me. That is because my react really shows that I am childish. Even though my younger bro and sis are much more mature than me.
Just imagine, if I am not the eldest in my family, how would I look like? Maybe not that irritating, less self confidence and so on… haha… Erm… I hope to be like this. Because right now, my react really makes lots of people hates me. And also lots of people admire me. Why they admire me? Because they hope to be like me, do things without border other peoples feelings… but they can’t do it. So they are admiring about what I am doing right now!
I know this is very bad! But I just don’t like to behave in very “popo mama” ways. If I want to do something, just do it. As what Ms Kik says. Be someone that has their own character. Don’t always follow what people have done. I just wanted to be more creative. So sorry to those people that I have offend! Hope that you guys can accept who I am. You can come to me if you really need help. I am still a very good hearted people. I am willing to help. But please don’t take advantage from me, believe me, I am not that kind of people who easily get bully.
I feel that I am totally failed to become the eldest brother. This is my mom always told me. I know it… but I always ignore it. In my mind, I feel that what so big deal? The police won’t arrest me right! By the way, I totally disagree to become the eldest in my family. Even my react does not look like I am the eldest in my family. Arh…
From small till now, I always hope that I have an older brother or sisters. Who can care about me. Give me suggestion and advice. Protect me wile I get bully by someone. But I know it really won’t happen in my life! Accept I found out my dad or mom having affair with someone, and have a kid before me. OMG… if this really going to happen, I rather don’t want to have an older bro or sis. What can I do? Wait for next life la… ha ha…
Honestly, I don even look like I am the eldest in my family, because, most of the time, I like to snatch things from my younger bro and sis. And at last, of cause I will get it in the end. Because, I am the strongest, I always win when I fight with them. Then my mother will surely come and say to me: You are frailer to be a big brother. But I don’t put in my mind. I use to ignore what she repeats. Ha Ha…
You see, the problem is I am very unhappy to become the eldest in my family. By the way, I don’t look like too. Many of my friends say this to me. That is because my react really shows that I am childish. Even though my younger bro and sis are much more mature than me.
Just imagine, if I am not the eldest in my family, how would I look like? Maybe not that irritating, less self confidence and so on… haha… Erm… I hope to be like this. Because right now, my react really makes lots of people hates me. And also lots of people admire me. Why they admire me? Because they hope to be like me, do things without border other peoples feelings… but they can’t do it. So they are admiring about what I am doing right now!
I know this is very bad! But I just don’t like to behave in very “popo mama” ways. If I want to do something, just do it. As what Ms Kik says. Be someone that has their own character. Don’t always follow what people have done. I just wanted to be more creative. So sorry to those people that I have offend! Hope that you guys can accept who I am. You can come to me if you really need help. I am still a very good hearted people. I am willing to help. But please don’t take advantage from me, believe me, I am not that kind of people who easily get bully.
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